Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Baby Kieane is 11th day old

Baby Kieane is 11th day old today. Time passes quickly, i was still hoping he will pop out around this time and who knows he's early than expected =) It's good too, cos I actually can't wait to see him and hold him in my arms. He's really a darling, even since the day he arrived, he has become part of me and I know I won't leave him no matter what happen. He's part of me and I'm part of him =) The kind of bonding only a mother will understand truly.

Holding his little hands, I know I won't let him off my hands again... That's how committed I am to Kieane. I brought him to this world and I'll make sure he gets the best of what I can give him. Right now, we are planning for his 1st month baby shower party. Busy getting things in line like his invitation card, the buffet and stuff to get for that day. Can't wait for that day to come...

Today, I brought bb Kieane to see a doctor because his left eye is tearing alot and gets sticky very easily. Thank god, doctor mentioned it's common due to tear dub is smaller and hence the sticky mucus formed. Other than that, he's good!! ^.^ Shall update more when I have time again...Now, time to rest in bed, nitey!



Wednesday, 2 November 2011

We are home!

Woohoo, yesterday we were discharge and home for the first day. Feeling pretty excited. Its really fun to have lil Kieane back home with us and I managed to get thru the 1st night myself without any help! *so proud*

I din get properly slp n rest thruout the night cos he's like drinking milk very frequently. Nevertheless, im still happy to have him n I'm more than willing to go thru all these with him ard. Tonight, is the 2nd night n mom is very excited to hv him with her for the night.

I told her I want to slp n asked her to look after him for the night. Today is the 4th day after operation n I'm gald I'm able to move ard well n fast. I'm able to laugh n cough, and I'm able to turn ard in the bed. It's a big wow! My sis was saying she had to bear with her wound pain for up to 3 months. On the first morning after the operation, I was forced to get up the bed n pee! Omg!! It was unforgettable.. The pain was like im splitting apart any moment if I moved. And I was idiot enough to tell the nurse I wan to bath on that very morning! Hahah she said she was like "huh??! U sure u can do it?" I'm the 1st patient that she ever came across that wants to bathe the next morning after operation. Hahaha...

In the end, she helped to clean me up and I was very grateful to her. I never felt so "retarded" before. I need someone for everything I do. And u even need others to clean me up. It really feels very funny and embarrassed . All the pain that I went thru was worth it! I had my precious Kieane with me! He's such a sweet darling.. I really can't thank god enough for having him. I love him n he's all I have.. I wished n prayed for him to grow up well n healthy :)


Sunday, 30 October 2011

Welcome my little boy, Kieane David

It's such wonderful feeling having the little precious one popping out from your tummy n hold them in ur arms. It's indescribable feeling... Hes such a darling. This is more than I can asked for. He arrived on 29 oct 2011 at 2207 hours.

I'm now unable to write much on the process of delivery. Will update once I've regain my energy :) once again, I just wanna say, it's all worth it n I love u baby Kieane...

Friday, 28 October 2011

Is he arriving?

Seems like Kieane is preparing for his arrival. I've been feeling very uncomfortable n slight pain on my tummy after my visit to Dr Nair today. He's saying that it will be good if Kieane could come earlier cos he worry he might be bigger n make the delivery difficult for me. I think Kieane hears him, he start to hv symptoms of delivery the whole day, tummy feeling heavy n aching and i can't slp well during the noon nap. The whole day n evening im feeling "weird" and uncomfortable.

I've been in the bed since noon till now cos the pain n discomfort was rather irregular. And when I fall aslp just now, I keep waking up due to pain n contraction. I think he's coming very soon. Perhaps later or tmr? I'm now monitoring the pain, it comes quite regular now n the pain is getting more intense..

Hope he will come soon n I can carry him in my arms very soon!!! :)

Sunday, 23 October 2011

Can't wait to hug and hold my little precious boy

It's another 2 weeks and I shall see my little precious boy in my arms soon. It's a wonderful feeling having him with me yet not able to see him, finally counting down the time to meeting him soon. Hahaha, having him making action movement inside my tummy that tickles me most of the time, it's amazing. Unless u hv been there, otherwise u will nv imagine how all would be.

Even at this very moment, hes probably making his attention n telling me that he's also awake like me :) its really sweet to hv him with me and sometimes when I'm down, he seems to understand and start making movements, telling me that I've got him ^.^ it's such a sweet moment to go thru with him. I really can't thank God enough for having him into my life and start a new phase of my life with him. He's definitely my everything and I'm all ready to give him nothing but the best.

Most imptly, I want to bring him up and teach him all the right values and learn to be thankful n grateful. We should nv take life for granted and we should cherished every part of our life. I hope he will understand and go thru all these with me and share everything he has in life with me too... I want him to be a happy boy. "baby kieane, mommy love u and waiting for ur arrival.." hugz

Friday, 21 October 2011

Baby Kieane is a full term baby

Oh so fast, baby Kieane is a full term baby.. He's ready to come n be with us anytime. I've talked to him and hope he will come on the 11 Nov exactly. Then he will hv a wonderful birth date. Hahah... Been feeling him with me for so long and I'm very anxious to meet him and hold him in my arms. Went for checkup last wednesday. Dr Nair says everything is going on well :) He weights abt 3.1kg now. I'm gg for a scan next week again...

I'm counting everyday, I've left with 19 days before meet him. So excited... That's how a first time mommy will feel I guess... "Baby, be good and hold on till 11 Nov, daddy n mommy are expecting ur arrival very soon..."

Wednesday, 5 October 2011

Due in a few more weeks...

Phew~ time is getting nearer and nearer... in no time, i'm going to meet my little prince.
He's a wonderful gift from God. I never expect to have him with me so soon, though i always wanted a baby...it's really unexpected gift and i treasure him alot.

Saying all these, I'm going to due in approximately 4 weeks' time. Fast huh? Hahaha...I knew him since he was 5 weeks old and now... we are seeing each other in 4 weeks' time. It's really an amazing journey to being a mother. From the moment I had him, many funny thoughts came into my mind. I even thought, am I really pregnant? How can it be? I'm not feeling nauseous and I don have any other obvious symptoms of pregnancy. Until after a few rounds of reviews and ultrasound scan of him growing in my tummy, then i know he's gonna be with me for life.

I started to think what life will be after birth, how I should bring him up and what I should do for him. It's amazing how a little life can grow within u and until u feel his movements...it really makes u wonder and appreciate how wonderful is. I'm grateful to have him and I'll do all I can to give him proper upbringing and guide him the way he should be getting. I'm looking forward to meeting him and looking forward to my next pregnancy. Forget about those stretchmarks on ur tummy and those excessive flabby fats on ur body, they are all worth it. With a bit more of exercise, I'm sure all these will go off in no time. I hope I wll regain or have a even better body shape after birth *lol*

I'll definitely get him another playmate as I know how lonely and difficult life can be if u're on ur own. It's always good to have another sibling to be with u through thin and thick. I'm really looking forward and prepare to welcome him into my life officially in 4 weeks' time.

"Till we see u, dearest baby Kieane..." loves ("v")

Wednesday, 7 September 2011

On week 31..


Wow...the excitment of counting down to see my little precious is so strong. Keep counting down to every min and every sec.. omg! Time pls pass faster and hoping that my little precious will come exactly on its due date 11 Nov 2011. His kick is still as intense and sometimes it really tickles me =) It's so magical moments with him in my tummy.

I'm enjoying with moments with him in my tummy and I'm going to share with him when he've grown up. I believe all these are the wonderful process for being a mother. On the other hand, we have a handful of things to prepare before his arrival. So, day by day I will buy a little of everything which we will need when he arrive like baby soap, diapers, baby powder, diaper anti-rash cream, milk bottles, pacifier and some clothings. I still plenty of things on my wanted list. It's really wonderful when u r shopping for things for ur newborn, someone who has been with u for so long and u hv been feeling it but have yet to meet. Hahaha... I would say, it's a wonderful experience. Most of the things which we need is almost done...now is time to relax and enjoy the last few weeks with him before we welcome him =)

Thursday, 1 September 2011

My little precious

Wow...it's been 2 months since i blogged. Now I'm into 30 weeks pregnant with our little friend in my tummy. It's a wonderful experience and I urged all ladies to go thru this process ASAP. I tell u, even u got the mountain of fortune but without having giving birth yet, u won't truly understand the amazing truth of how a life came about.

I'm feeling every movement that my boy is making and I'm amazed with it. How a life can grow inside my tummy. Sometimes, he made me laughed out loud with his kungfu kick cos it's too intense. It doesnt hurt but the feeling of him kicking inside is simply amazing... it's really beyond words to describe for 1st time mommy like myself.

I can't wait to meet him in oct/nov. Went for checkup 2days ago and Dr Nair has planned another series of checkups for me n baby again.. really felt very silly cos it's near to due date and why do I still need to do so much checkup when he said everything is well??  Dr Nair said usually babies due around after 37 weeks so I must prepare myself in the upcoming 7 weeks. Oh ya, we did a 3D scan for the baby and we saw his face! Simply amazing!!! Can't wait to see him soon =)
I guess my family and friends are equally excited to meet our little friend...Now what I can do, is to relax more and SLEEP more cos all mommies say I will deprive for sleep after birth. Pray for me and my family, and let's all wait n welcome our little friend - Kieane (name for the time being, might or might not use it) together. Woohoo..!

Monday, 11 July 2011

Our first Precious - Love

Andrew & I, planned to tied the knot this year end. Little did we know that, we had our little precious one wanting to join us on this joyous ocassion. Therefore, we have to bring forward our wedding plan and get it all done in May 15th, 2011.

We have yet to name our little precious and we are quite excited about having him in our life and shared everything in our life. Our little precious expected arrival date should be around early Nov, and now I'm 5 and half months pregnant with him. We have less than 4 months before we can get to meet him and welcome him officially into our family.

It's an excited and heart-warming moments when u get to first know that, Yes I'm having another little one in my tummy and he's growing. Even at this moment when I'm writing all these, he's pretty excited and I can feel his movements so intense.

I never know I will have the little precious one joining us so fast though I'm all ready to take care of him and gave him a good and healthy growing up environment, I suppose I'm still nervous about welcoming him. Little precious is one of my greatest achievement in my life so far and I'm changing and adopting to having him in my life and family soon.

Time flies, when I know I have the little precious one I'm only 5 weeks pregnant but now...I'm 22 weeks pregnant with him. Though I'm feeling alittle sad knowing that the gender is boy, nevertheless I'll still love him and dote on him. It's not that I don't like boys but just that this year is a year of rabbit and hoping the bunny baby can be a little girl will be more appropriate.

I can't wait to see him in 4 months' time. Now, what I need to do is to stay happy and start naming him as now is the stage where he can recognise sounds and hopefully he can recognise his name when he's born.