Baby Kieane is 11th day old

Baby Kieane is 11th day old today. Time passes quickly, i was still hoping he will pop out around this time and who knows he's early than expected =) It's good too, cos I actually can't wait to see him and hold him in my arms. He's really a darling, even since the day he arrived, he has become part of me and I know I won't leave him no matter what happen. He's part of me and I'm part of him =) The kind of bonding only a mother will understand truly.

Holding his little hands, I know I won't let him off my hands again... That's how committed I am to Kieane. I brought him to this world and I'll make sure he gets the best of what I can give him. Right now, we are planning for his 1st month baby shower party. Busy getting things in line like his invitation card, the buffet and stuff to get for that day. Can't wait for that day to come...

Today, I brought bb Kieane to see a doctor because his left eye is tearing alot and gets sticky very easily. Thank god, doctor mentioned it's common due to tear dub is smaller and hence the sticky mucus formed. Other than that, he's good!! ^.^ Shall update more when I have time again...Now, time to rest in bed, nitey!

We are home!

Woohoo, yesterday we were discharge and home for the first day. Feeling pretty excited. Its really fun to have lil Kieane back home with us and I managed to get thru the 1st night myself without any help! *so proud*

I din get properly slp n rest thruout the night cos he's like drinking milk very frequently. Nevertheless, im still happy to have him n I'm more than willing to go thru all these with him ard. Tonight, is the 2nd night n mom is very excited to hv him with her for the night.

I told her I want to slp n asked her to look after him for the night. Today is the 4th day after operation n I'm gald I'm able to move ard well n fast. I'm able to laugh n cough, and I'm able to turn ard in the bed. It's a big wow! My sis was saying she had to bear with her wound pain for up to 3 months. On the first morning after the operation, I was forced to get up the bed n pee! Omg!! It was unforgettable.. The pain was like im splitting apart any moment if I moved. And I was idiot enough to tell the nurse I wan to bath on that very morning! Hahah she said she was like "huh??! U sure u can do it?" I'm the 1st patient that she ever came across that wants to bathe the next morning after operation. Hahaha...

In the end, she helped to clean me up and I was very grateful to her. I never felt so "retarded" before. I need someone for everything I do. And u even need others to clean me up. It really feels very funny and embarrassed . All the pain that I went thru was worth it! I had my precious Kieane with me! He's such a sweet darling.. I really can't thank god enough for having him. I love him n he's all I have.. I wished n prayed for him to grow up well n healthy :)